New Beginnings

I reached a point on my journey where I realized change was needed, to put it mildly.  Big changes were needed and needed NOW.  My Spiritual growth depended on it. So I prayed, meditated, surrendered and received guidance.

I woke up at the typical time, on a typical Monday morning, 4:30am.  Something was very different though.  Than stead of waking up thinking about what I had going on that day I woke up with this profound thought (like, literally it was the very first thing I thought).

“Bear witness to God’s plan for you”

Whoaaa. It hit me like a bolt of lightening.  Just bear witness.  Just bear witness.  Just get out of the way and bear witness.  Could it really be that simple?

I made the decisions needed to move forward on my spiritual path.  The decisions were big.  I opened my heart and sincerly asked Spirit for guidance.  It’s mindblowing what happens when I get out of the way.  The path was clear.  No doubt.

First I searched new apartments. There were two complexes I really liked. One really caught my eye but for whatever reason, (ha ha ha, my will) I dismissed it 🙂  I went and saw the second one that caught my eye on a Saturday, loved it, made an application and put down a deposit.  So exciting!! It was very close to work and in a qauint little CT town. I was excited and anticipatory!! I couldn’t wait to hear back.

Days went by and emails went unanswered.  I was bummed but I have come to understand that Universe has it’s own agenda that is by far and always, better than mine!  I revisited the fist place that had caught my eye.  The process was quick, smooth, seemless.  It gets better though.

These are the series of ‘coincidences’ or synchronicity (Universe talking to me) I experienced on the day before I moved, day of the move, day after I moved.

Angel Numbers: 444, 1010, 1111, 1212 555, 555, 555, 444, 44, 1111, 1111, 333, 22, 222, 111, 333, 222, 444, 2121.  These numbers came in many forms and from a variety of places (time, number of emails, miles on the GPS, Peloton, etc.) I also received two magical sunsets one of which is next to this story.

My friend Victoria helped me move (God sent) and she and I were having lunch together. We were looking for a place to buy bedroom furniture for my new digs…So expensive.. We randomly came across a ‘local’ store and excitedly drove over there to shop…The store didn’t exist anymore!! It had closed.  “Eh, whatever” we said.. So we did another search and found another store just up the street.  From the street it didn’t look like much of a store at all and once in side, confirmed.  Not much of a store at all. But low and behold right there in front of us was the perfect (PERFECT) bedroom set for my new place.  And the price, less than HALF of what I was expecting to pay AND they delivered it within 2 hours.

If that wasn’t enough, while I was on the phone talking to my dear friend BB Bill Agawam (lol), I looked out the window and there were 3 male cardinals, bright red as red can be and two females just sitting there in the tree.  All together, so many in one place, for me to see.  That’s never happened before..  I was told by a dear soul that cardinals represent passed family members.  What felt so miraculous to me in this moment was this: my mom and sister, both had passed (2 female cardinals), my dad, my brother, and my brother-in-law, all had passed (3 male cardinals). Synchronicity.

I am loved.  I am on the right path and I am not alone.

-Brenda H

a green plant growing on the side of a tree

Hello! I am Brenda

Your divine essence is a unique expression of Spirit Spirit exists in each an every one of us. To know the love in you and for you to know the love in me.. IS to know the SOTU

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